The cloud is lifting. Slowly. And I’m sure there will be some more dips in the roller coaster eventually, but for now, I’m counting my blessings. And there are so, so many. I’ve been showered with love. The outpouring of supportive, wonderful comments from YOU. I’ve gotten care packages and cards and I am buriedRead the whole post >>
Archives for April 2013
A Little Raw.
So, I want to try and write about it, but at the same time, I want to just go through it alone so no one knows how I weak I am. How hard this is. But I have found it incredibly helpful and therapeutic to read about others’ experiences (like Jonna, Michelle, and Kathleen), so I here IRead the whole post >>
Empty.
I found out last Monday that my 8.5 week old pregnancy was not viable. The ultrasound tech was silent as she performed the ultrasound. I lay in dark silence, knowing that it wasn’t good. The sac measured 10 days behind. I was sure of when I ovulated. I waited 25 minutes in an empty examRead the whole post >>
Time.
Time is weird. In some ways, I feel like this was just yesterday: I remember being at home alone with Gabe for the first time. He was three days old. Mike was at class and it was just me and this tiny little person. I wasn’t sure what to do with him, exactly, aside fromRead the whole post >>
March Update + April Intentions.
Right on April 1st, a slew of monthly goals posts appeared in my reader. I’m late, as per usual! [March Update] Say hi to people in the elevator. Probably one of my favorite goals ever. It was hard sometimes, when I just wanted to stare at the ground or avoid awkward conversation in some way insteadRead the whole post >>
