Our new city. Yay. I…feel like making goals again. Setting intentions. Having some hopes and aspirations. Screen detox for Theo* // I’ve been using screens to keep him busy while we packed and moved and unpacked without any family nearby to help, but it turns him into a MONSTER. Gabe can handle screens without losingRead the whole post >>
It’s Been A While.
The physician assistant smiles at me. “So tell me about yourself.” “Well, I’m pretty boring, health-wise-“ she laughs. I take a deep breath and try to be breezy, “Except for pregnancy. I have, uh, I had a son and then two miscarriages, then another son, then lost a baby at 21 weeks in April.” Her faceRead the whole post >>
Six Weeks Out.
Six weeks ago I was at the hospital. I was dreading going to the labor and delivery floor to give birth to my dead baby. I was so scared of walking in and seeing some hugely pregnant woman getting admitted and getting ready to meet her baby while I was there with my undersized bumpRead the whole post >>
17 Days Out.
I looked outside and suddenly there are flowers and the trees are lush with leaves and the grass is bright green. The earth is brimming with life and yet, I have none. Okay, that sounds more melodramatic than I intended. I’m not sad and lonely and depressed all the time – but being pregnant, I feltRead the whole post >>
Clare.
I’m sad to share that last Wednesday, we found the baby no longer had a heartbeat. I delivered our teeny tiny daughter, Clare at almost 22 weeks on Friday. We are heartbroken and grieving. Life makes no sense right now. You would have been in the best family, Clare. You had the very best big brother there everRead the whole post >>
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