Most of all, though, it’s great because I feel like I can finally work and enjoy that elusive work-family balance.
Motherhood has changed me, empowered me. I’m advocating for myself and my family. I’m not going to quietly sit at my desk after the work day has ended and my coworkers are still working, trying to prove that I’m dedicated to my job. I am dedicated, but I am more dedicated to my baby. And everyone knows that. No pretending required. It’s quite freeing.
Sure, it’s not all rainbows and sunshine, there’s a longer commute since I drive Gabe to my mom’s, ever-present school politics, and having appointments with the beloved breast pump. Budget cuts means Mike’s income and Gabe’s health coverage might be in jeopardy. We’re a little scared, to be sure.
But I think I’m in the right place. I have time and energy to pursue other things, but still take home a steady paycheck and enjoy my time with other adults (and teenagers! No, I really do enjoy them). I took a financial risk in leaving my job, in working at Starbucks, and in starting this new job. It was scary, but it was what I needed to do.
I am so blessed. Thank you for being a part of my journey, friends! :)
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